Scram Negativity
10:50 PM
After what seems forever...Im back to blogging.Tons happened and I have moved on...don't wanna dwell on it.Some things are just not worth my thoughts...As usual,felt lost...
I hate or despise no one...I just wanna be left in the wide ocean,fending for myself this time.It can be tough hiding your feelings and tears from others,but now I'm more determined than ever,not to let such situation befall on me again...no matter how hard it will be.The only person I miss and felt that I've let down is Chloe :(
I wouldn't say that the same ol'Ash has evaporised...cause there is a certain part of me remain but a part of me has evolved into another person which I don't know myself...Doing this might backfire or it might be a blessing in disguise but I'll take whatever chances and risk to protect myself...at least I won't be that torn and faded wallpaper anymore...evolving into someone to be reckon with.
At least now there is someone there to always make me smile and laugh...making lame jokes and asking silly questions...and the biggest thing I'm missing out on as well is Laguna Beach - totally miss the drama.Basically major goofing involved with K.S
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