Nocturnal
3:03 AM
Nocturnal...Insomnia...Eyes kinda droopy,feeling a lil' drowsy...almost fell asleep just now,but woke up many times in between Kelly Clarkson's "Beautiful Disaster"...due to her reaching for the high notes;finally gave up...came down,check mails and updating.Alone downstairs,living room dimly-lighted...7th month,gosh! Dead silent except the sound made by my keyboard. Am not gonna be freaked by that though.Tummy feelin'kinda queasy...argh all that neapolean ice-cream and full cream milk :( Trying damn hard to gain weight...my buddies have decided to take the easy way out to lose weight,Xando!!! Fann Wong is pretty convincing.The best strategy used by Xando Co. is to sign Moses Lim up!!! Pretty spaced-out now,gotta go lie down,maybe watch some tv or something...Nite
The Hills
4:22 AM
Runway Blues
4:54 PM
So not looking forward towards November-To be thrown into that deep ocean fending for myself.Yes...fashion is deep throat and sacrificial,like every typical fashion student might say "Fashion Is Passion"...Should I add in some hyprocriticism into it?! Who would admit they dabble in fashion for the money,glam and fame? Someone in the industry has told me that there are various categories designers are classified under,well...she told me I belong to the "Emotionals" ... a bunch of people who make themselves undergo a huge amount of pressure and stress in order to excel in their designs,therefore a huge possiblity of slumping into depression.Fashion is all bout'criticism either,and with a period of time struggling in that vast ocean,I've learnt to handle with all those sometimes "useless" comments and turn it into something constuctive thus turning a deaf ear towards such people.November...I'm prepared...Gott segnen mich ( God Bless Me!!! )
Ash Hollywood Dreams
5:01 AM
Vanity Fair - Sin?!
2:30 AM
Hmm...3.48am,insomnia...been up doing practically do nutin;checking mails,looking at auctions and reading entertainment blogs,feeling lost actually at this time actually.
Cyn came over to my place just now,what else to dye her white-hair ridded head...haha and the worst thing is she is only 17.Its pretty good to have her around,the entire mood has been lifted by her laughters.What I find amazing is,the usually "tom boyish" Cyn is actually commenting on cute guys(Who else but Edison?!),taking notice about her skin conditions and concern about her hair...haha I totally understand.Learn from a past geek(A HUGE ONE!) like me,an ugly duckling too can turn into a georgous beautiful swan..with the wonders of makeup and other products.Vanity Fair - Make Up & Airbrushing Rules! Ladies and Metrosexuals swore by facial masks and their vanity bibles;Magazines!!! Seriously its a hassle to abide to a rigid beauty regime but who cares if one can look hella'hot. One can never be satisfied with what they have,always asking for more...negatively;greediness is a sin but positively to upgrade oneself thus increasing one's market value.
Argh...talking bout market value,gotta catch some winks before my face turn into "Moon Crater" ...Auf Wiedersehen That's goodbye in German ;)
The Prologue
3:14 PM
The prologue of a new beginning has started...I'm a new and much stronger person.
To that person for letting me go through all those shit...no matter how much I wanna screw you upside down,you are still my benefactor in ways...you make me take no shit from people like you.
Although you are etched in my memories but no matter how hard it takes,how ruthless I have to be,I'm gonna do it! For once I feel liberated!
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