Happy Birthday Ash!
5:17 AM
Happy Birthday !!! To Myself lol! 30th August has arrived and honestly August is my favourite month,theres just something about it.Leaving for Bangkok in a few hours time.My 2006 birthday...I'm just so not myself,just pretty much wanna be left alone, thanks friends for asking me out.I gave up Kate Spade,got a Prada messenger bag instead,this I'm looking forward to haha!
This year is pretty hard on me,constantly feeling the gravity pull...negative situations and things are sorta pulling me down...yea I sorta fell in a very hard way and I'm forced to learn in a harsh situation,with everyone wanting to see me back on my feet but as my philosophy in life : Things happens for a reason! Sometimes stuff are not as complex as what we,humans think it is. Maybe its a blessing in disguise because I realised how sheltered I am throughout my life,being too weak because of that reason.
This is to AL...DD,I Love You ( People,don't read this if you can't take it,its basically meant for the rightful person )...I'm seriously touched that you did that for me,its not something major but its something that mean tons to me,I felt that I really mattered to you :) Maybe afterall,you're not verbal but definitely romantic,hehe :P
This is probably the last post before I'll leave for Bangkok,not exactly looking forward towards it but I guess I need this,to get away for a short period of time.Packed my luggage and bought tons of tees,hot weather there...and my "DEAREST" pouch of facial products lol! I can't live without it,its my life!!! My friends should know that I love taking care of my face...and people,have a strict facial regime;now you don't but you will realise the effects when age starts to take its toll
My luggage packed...ooh my Abercrombie heh!
I'll protect this with my life lol!
Last but not least,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ying Xi,someone whom I know in my entire life that shares the same birthdate as me;have fun and drinks up!!! Happy 30th August everyone!Will post when I'm back in Sg :)
Blogging seem so far yet so near
4:23 PM
Like this raw,rugged edge to this picture :) Rock & Roll
Been pretty busy handling personal stuff that I don't even have the time and body constituency to blog.Things that happened in the past seem to have its way creeping back on me.Kinda changing into a hypocrite...putting on a strong front while I'm struggling to stay above the surface.But whatever the case is,I'm still gonna work wonders and make things smoothly...* fingers crossed. Been coughing badly yesterday...chest tight and having dizzy spells ( Think I gotta get iron tablets soon)
I can't believe I'm watching reruns of The Hills again...I just can't get sick with that show...Somebody please help me.Not gonna catch Laguna Beach this season,minus Kristen Cavallari,Lauren Conrad...everything in Laguna Beach 3 seem bland in comparison.
Still no replies from my application...not putting much hope in,as a matter of fact...I'm actually regretting sending it in,hopefully i will not get that job...a few of my classmates are working there,dunzo!
This time round,I hope I'll get a mail soon informing me that I can get to New York to the VMAs...that would be so exciting!Ash...keep on dreaming and things might go your way
The O.C Season 4
4:44 PM
The O.C Cast Season 4 Promos
God I hate to look at these new promo outtakes from The O.C Season 4! Mischa Barton is not included in them.Marissa Cooper is not exactly my favourite character in The O.C,living with a dysfunctional family...leading the orange county lifestyle;looking perfect all the time...typical!But at the same time she is not as loud as Summer Roberts and Marissa's wardrobe look tons better lol! Whatever since Mischa's character has been killed!
Credits : Rachel-B.Net
Bianca Ryan
4:47 PM
This talent show "Americas Go Talent" ...the winner has been announced and it is a 11 year old girl.Bianca Ryan is seriously the most talented 11 year old in the world.Her voice is just OUTTA THIS WORLD!!! I admit I was actually tearing while watching her performance,I was actually so god-damn proud of her.My goosebump was all up,she can easily win so many "proclaimed" idols with her voice.Check it out for yourself
Bianca 1st Performance
Bianca's Finale Performance
Turmoil
3:59 PM
Sometimes life can be filled with turmoils and totally full of drama!
Was watching this Hong Kong drama series,a Pathologist was at home with her best friend,eagerly whipping up a grand dinner for her boyfriend;waiting for him to come home.Soon she received a phone call from her superior that she has to handle a new case and do an autopsy for the victims,she agreed and went down to the venue of the murder and to her dismay,the victim was her boyfriend,lying on the ground dead.It was tough to watch her struggle with her inner-monsters,being brave and insisting on doing the autopsy for her boyfriend personally.Standing in the rain,feeling the pain and being so lost.Being a women,losing someone she love in just a flick of a second and having to be brave to handle it well...totally respectable!
Self Proclaimed God
8:58 PM
In Keith Varon's "Honestly" Mode - My new love!!!
Not been updating the past few days,feeling pretty lethargic...Find myself often outta words,everything just crashed in my mind.This is what lack of sleep can do to one,frustrating!!!Hopefully my problem has been resolved and my feeling of neglectance will be gone...If my application is successful,it'll be a total icing on the cake,so looking forward towards a reply!
If I were God...
Just created a TeenVogue Community over at MySpace,so you might just wanna take a look...The community is for all MySpace account holders,to get the latest updates of TeenVogue.Show some love yea?!
Click To Visit TeenVogue MySpace
The Green Glow
7:16 PM
My guilty pleasure for the moment - Paris Hilton's "Fightin'Over Me"
Listen to this song and bask in FULL PARIS GLORY...Thats hot!
AshS totally addicted to using "Bitchface"...lol!
Pretty frustrated with my mood lights,despite me turning it off...it still light up by itself( don't ask me why ),I had to sleep with this green glow in my room...sounds as creepy as it is( see for yourself ),I don't give a damn...soon the batteries will be worn :)
The Green Glow
Bitchface & Babies
5:11 PM
Learnt a new term to have fun with - "Bitchface" Thanks Miss N ( Your the reigning Bitchface,no one can take over your throne...Love U! )
I let out everything yesterday night,feeling so much better..."AL" remember our promise yea?! Not to fight over minor stuff,and lets not take each other for granted :) I Love You!
Finally shout-outs to "Car" & "Jst"...
Car: Thanks for your constant support in me,really appreciate all those encouraging messages that you send me everyday...haha but please do not send me messages like in the middle of the night and I'm talking bout 4am,pretty scary to have my cell ring at that time.
Jst: Sorry Jst I might have gave you the wrong idea,its really impossible if you know what I meant...I don't wanna jeopardise the friendship either,sorry again :)
My Babies (Bird's Nest & Moto With My Vintage Key & Bling Crown)- I Swore By Them!!!
Marie Antoinette
4:57 PM
Satisfied?! Birthday This Year
6:28 PM
Now that I'm done with "The Hills"...feeling a lil'empty though and Natasha Beddingfield's "Unwritten" is constantly replaying in my mind.I miss Lauren damn much :(
In "SATISFIED" mode...just bought two Ed Hardy caps online,can't wait for it to be shipped here :) I'm not really into the whole Ed Hardy style but I can't explain the phenomenon on me being so captivated by that two caps.I'm gonna wear it to my trip to Bangkok,so looking forward...I so need to be away from Singapore for a while.I'm definitely getting that Kate Spade document bag and Hermes cardholder...a gift to myself for my birthday and a new beginning at Nafa.Seriously I don't expect much for my birthday wish this year...just want my life to be more subtle and smooth;to be successful in upcoming plans to release a label.
Lastly a picture of me and cousin posted here
Me & Joanne @ Our Family Gathering
Lauren & Breanna Conrad
6:11 PM
Lauren & Breanna Conrad
The Hills
3:29 AM
Sleep Over It
8:17 PM
ASH...BRACE YOURSELF UP! YOU CAN DO IT! IT'S ONLY FIVE DAYS...DO NOT BE TOO EMOTIONALLY DEPENDENT,YOU FELL HARD THE LAST TIME AND YOU HAVE PROMISE THAT IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN...SLEEP OVER IT AND SOON "AL" WILL BE BACK FROM TAIWAN!!!
Feeling way full now after pigging out and having my dose of Oreo Chocolate drink...Choco-licious!!! Got a lil'outbreak...but no worries,a lil' Proactiv saves the day lol! Uploaded two pictures( I look ugly in these two shots)over on Friday(If I'm not wrong)...I cannot believed it...we re-watched The Eye 2,and us fancy gettin'freaked out by the sound effect.And friends of KS...I'm sure you have never heard KS snoring out loud while falling asleep,snorts & grunts.Should have recorded it down and post in on Youtube,damn what a waste!!!
Teen Vogue September
4:31 PM
Mischa Barton scored another cover with Teen Vogue - September 2006 Issue.She look pretty laid back ; country girl. Prefered this than the previous cover...Sure revolved from Teen Queen From O.C to Glamour Actress From Hollywood - Do the comparation between the two covers :)
Teen Vogue September 2006
Teen Vogue June 2004
Dangerous Minds
6:53 PM
Significance Held In A Picture
3:34 PM
Finally found this picture of mine in one of my many photobucket accounts,thinking hard to remember each and every password of those accounts.Yea the quality of this picture is shit but it holds huge significance.I'm a happy man now :)
Crazy
3:19 AM
Baby...I'm Crazy...Baby...You're Crazy...Argh!!! Gnarls Barkley is playing with my mind,haha that song is stuck in my mind...groovy smoovy stuff.I'm in love with that song...for now!!!Missing "A" tons though :( Can't wait till dawn...hearing the voice that I want the first thing in the morning... YawnZzZ... Gotta go bed now! Update soon
Mischa For Morgan
2:19 PM